AK KADAM MANZIL KI JANIB
papa mein aisa nahi kar sakta kisi soorat Ahmed bhai ki aawaz band darwazay se bhi saaf aa rahi thi woh kya nahi kar satke uncle kya keh rahay hain. .
Ahmed Hania hamari beti hai aur shuru se uski tarbiyat isi ghar ke hawalay se ki gai hai hum ne shuru se usay Ali ke liye socha tha magar ab. .. woh aik dam chup ho gaye. Ahmed ne sir uthaya unki aankhon mein nami thi kisi –apne ki yaad par dar anay wali nami. . Sana ki aankhon se phir se tup tup ansoo girnay lagey. Ahmed ne be basi se sbko dekha papa. .. mein kaisay honey se shadi kar sakta hon? bahar khari honey ke sir par pahar toota tha thisishypenhere is ne dono hathon se sir ko thaama kyun nahi kar satke beta ghar ki bachi hai mein ne bhai se kaha tha ke usay hamesha –apne paas rakhon ga usay kaisay jane dun kahin aur aaj aik rishta aaya kal das ayen ge magar mein kisi soorat nahi kisi par maan sakta woh dotok lehjey mein bolay to Ahmed aik dam khara ho gaya. taimoor sahib ne sanjeedgi se uski taraf dekha tum sochnay ke liye waqt le satke ho aur uth kharray hue. honey taizi se palti aur bhaagti hui –apne kamray mein bed par avndhe mun gir gai ansoo taizi se uskay chehray ko bhigonay lagey yeh kaisi zindagi hai mere hissay mein hi yeh sab aana tha pehlay mamma papa phir Ali kyun? aur ab Ahmed bhai ke sir zabardasti par jaoon nahi mein uncle ko khud mana kar dun gi har soorat mujhe ahsaan nahi lena aik haath se be dardi se ansoo saaf karte is ne socha phir takiya mun par rakh liya. kuch der yuhin letey rehne ke baad is ne ghari ki janib dekha asar ki namaz ka waqt honay hi wala tha woh wudu ke khayaal se uthi. itni qareebi aur achanak mout دیکھکر usay zindagi sirf aik maidan lagnay laga tha jahan kuch der اتظار ke baad apni manzil ki sawari par bil akhir charh jana tha wudu kar ke woh dadu ke paas chali aayi woh bhi namaz ke انتظارمیں جائنماز par baith chuki theen woh آھستگی se chalti unkay paas aa kar baith gai. unhon ne usay dekha phir pyar se uskay sir par haath phera. woh chup chaap baithi rahi phir aik dam kuch soch cross ne sawal kya dadu hamari zindagi ka kya maqsad hai? hum kyun hain yahan? shayad is ne sirf baat karne ke gharz se sawal kya tha magar woh aik bara sawal ban gaya. beta hamari zindagi ka maqsad wohi hai jo aik ghulam ka hota hai bas –apne maalik ko khush karna unkay jawab par honey ke tasurat mein koi farq nahi aaya woh bas khamosh ho kar baith gai کہین daur se آزان ki aawaz a rahi thi .
Allah akbar Allah akbar
Allah sab se bara hai
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din bohat sust rawi se guzarnay lagey thay Iram se chand dinon qabal mulaqaat hui thi har mulaqaat purani yaado ko udheirnay mein apna hissa daalti thi Ali ki death hue paanch mah guzar chuke thay waqt shayad apni raftaar par hi tha magar honey ko lagta ke jaisay aik din aik mah par muheet ho gaya is ne haadi ke ghar dobara se jana shuru kar diya tha unkay final papers ho chuke thay har cheez se raghbat jaisay khatam ho kar reh gai thi Raza ne aik do baar phir se baat karne ki koshis ki magar honey khamoshi se guzar gayi usay laga tha ke taqdeer is par hansi hai bohat aur aik baar ke baad woh dobarah usay hansa nahi sakti thi koi khawab koi is nah woh khud rakhna chahti thi nah kisi dosray ke haath mein dena chahti thi Ahmed bhai ki janib se kya jawab aaya usay kuch ilm nah tha bas woh mutmaen thi ke is par mauzo پرگھر mein khamoshi hai yahi behtar tha. aaj ke din haadi ke ghar dars tha woh do ghantay pehlay hi chali gai away haadi ke sath baithna acha lagta tha is se baat karna uski sunna aur is se mukhtalif sawalaat karna uska waqt jitna bhi guzarta acha guzarta tha honey ki mama se bhi kaafi dosti ho gai thi woh bohat pyar se is ke sath paish aatin. .
ajeeb hai ke jin logon ka kabhi khayaal bhi nah ho woh itnay Aziz ho jatay hain aur jo be had Aziz hon woh aik dam daur kahin chalay jatay hain itnay daur ke aap pukaar bhi nah saken. aur saneha yeh ke jis ke sath hum zindah hon hum is ke baghair bhi zindah rehtay hain hamein rehna parta hai agar yeh fitrat nah hoti to shayad aadhi duniya marey hue ke peechay hi mar jati
اخوات! yeh zindagi hai aur aisi zindagi hai jisay hamesha zindah nahi rehna abhi to kuch agay jana hai bohat uge surangoon salakhon teelon ke is paar daur bohat daur phir muqarara waqt ke khatam honay par waqt ne gharyaal ne soor phonkna hai aur tab zindagi shuru honi hai aisi zindagi jisay hamesha zindah rehna hoga to hum kyun hamesha ke liye tayari kar liya karen hum kyun jald chhin jane wali cheez par inhisaar kar ke baith gaye hain hamari pasandeedgi ka معیارگرے hi kyun usay to buland hona hai bohat buland. .. aik buland faislay ke liye. . haadi udasi se muskarati baat khatam kar rahi thi honey ko ehsas sun-hwa ke is ne to haadi ki koi baat suni hi nahi siwaye aakhri jumlon ke woh kahan thi is ne khud ko sarznish ki. larkiyan aapas mein baatein karna shuru kar chuki theen woh un mein bethnay ki bajaye mamool ke mutabiq haadi ke peechay aa gai usay sir mein halka sa dard mehsoos ho raha tha haadi mein kuch der andar room mein baith jaoon? haadi ne sir utha kar usay dekha woh la parwah hanstaa muskorata chehra kitna badal chuka tha kayi baar hum sochte heen ke kuch log kabhi nahi badal satke magar jab woh bdalty hain to dnyako heran kar jatay hain haan honey kyun nahi. . haadi ki mazeed kisi baat ka intzaar kiye woh uskay kamray mein chali aayi parday agay karkay roshni ko une se roka phir aik dam uska dil kya ke quran sunay haadi ka laip taap idhar hi tha is ne usay aan kya phir kuch samajh nah aaya to Google par sirf tilawat likh kar click kar diya. mukhtalif ویڈیوزاسکے samnay aa gayeen is ne pehli par hi click kar diya kisi qaari ki khobsorat aawaz usay isi din ki terhan sehar mein jakarnay lagi
tilawat ke sath uska screen par likha sun-hwa tarjuma
ae imaan walo! ruku karo, sajda karo aur –apne rab ki ibadat karo aur naik kaam karo taakay tum Falah pa jao ¤
uska zehen Falah mein ataaq gaya Falah kis mein hai aur asal Falah kya hai? is ne phir se screen ki janib dekha aik aayat aadhi guzar chuki thi aglay alfaaz screen par namodaar ho rahay thay
–apne baap ibrahim علہ ki millat par qaim ho jao Allah ne hi pehlay bhi tumhara naam muslim rakha aur is quran mein bhi taa ke rasool tum par gawah banay aur tum logon par pas namaz qaim karo aur zkoh ada karo aur Allah ke sath wabasta ho jao wohi tumhara maula hai so kya hi acha woh mooli hai aur kya hi acha woh madadgaar hai ¤
tilawat khatam ho gai thi kuch aur chalanay ki bajaye is ne laip taap of kar diya kuch der mein haadi bhi aa gai haadi yeh Falah kya hai? باتون ke douran is ne haadi se sawal poocha honey Falah manzil hai. kaisi manzil haadi? wohi manzil jo hum sbko chahiye Falah jannat hai aur jannat hi manzil hai. acha haadi hum baar baar bhatak jatay hain Allah hamein maaf kar day ga? ?
Allah ki rehmat se mayoos nah ho be suck woh tumahray tamam gunah maaf farma day ga is ne ayt ka tarjuma dhraya. shukriya haadi honey ne tshkr se uski janib dekha to woh muskarayi shukriya ki kya baat hai larki acha batao Ahmed bhai walay qissay ka kya bana? uskay sawal par honey ne nifi mein sir hilaya mujhe kuch ilm nahi magar haadi mein Ahmed bhai se shadi nahi karoon gi mein ne inhen hamesha bhai ki jagah samjha hai balkay mein shadi ke liye tayyar hi nahi is ne saaf inkaar kya to haadi ne uska haath pakar liya
honey samnay dekho gi to bohat lamba safar hai bohat lamba aur is safar mein shetan hamaray peechay hai khud ko mehfooz kar lo aadha imaan to karo honey ne khamosh nazron se usay dekha usay samajh aa gayi thi jo woh keh rahi thi magar. . har baar faisla kar lena itna aasaan nahi hota
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taimoor uncle ne is se Ahmed bhai ke mutaliq poocha tha magar is ne sahoolat se inkaar kar diya woh achi terhan janti thi ke Ahmed bhai apni marzi ki جگی shadi karna chahtay hain to yeh kaisay kisi ke sir zabardasti bndh sakti thi aur sab se barh kar is ne hamesha inhen bhai samjha tha. majboori ke bandhan saari zindagi siwaye majboori ke kuch nahi day paate Ahmed bhai pursukoon se ho gaye thay is ke inkaar baad. . magar abhi kahani khatam kahan hui thi abhi rasta baqi tha to aur mourr bhi anay thay kabhi kabhar hum samajhney lagtay hain ke ab agay gali band ho jaye gi magar phir se aik aur rasta mun khole khara hota hai ke musafir qadam bherhaye aur yeh mourr itna achanak aaya ke woh heran reh gayi jab haadi ne is se kaha ke
honey aap mujhe bohat Aziz ho meri woh dost ho jisay mein ne khud haath pakar kar agay badhaya hai aur chahti hon ke saari zindagi hum ikhatay qadam barhayain khatan rastay par koi pyara hum safar ho to woh rasta sahoolat se kat jata hai to kya khayaal hai is dosti ko pakka nah kar len? haadi ki baat par woh heran hui magar haadi aap to meri pehlay hi paki dost theen naan uska matlab aap mujhe pehlay paki dost nahi samjhti theen is ne mun banaya to haadi hans pari. nahi jee mohtarma aisi baat nahi hai. mama chahti heen meri dost ko hamesha ke liye –apne ghar ke ayen baho bana kar. .. woh beti kehna chahti thi magar honey ki aasani ki wajah se baho bol diya honey ki ankhen pehlay herat se khulein phir un mein khamoshi dar aayi. haadi! shayad mein ne kabhi kisi sath ka nah socha hota to mere liye haan karna aasaan hota magar mujh se ab nahi hota. dekho honey yeh zindagi hai yahan har raah aasaan nahi hota nah hi itni aasani se saaf suthray rastay mil jaya karte hain phir ain darmiyan mein kharray ho kar mazeed chalne se inkaar kar dena khud se mayoos ho jana hai aur Allah taala tum se kya kehte hain phir? laa تقنطوا honey peechay murr kar dekhen to bohat kuch hai jo kisi nanhay se choze ki manind hamaray peechay hi lapka jata hai. hum is se peecha nahi churra satke haan magar agay zaroor chal satke hain thr jane se kya hoga? ? waqt to guzar jaye ga ya waqt ko rokkk len gi? usay guzarna hai to hamein bhi guzarna hai saal se oopar ho gaya hai kabhi kabhar to faisla karna hai phir abhi hi kyun nahi. .. woh uska haath pakdae narmi se bolti gayi honey kuch der usay dekhatii rahi phir haath churra kar uth khari hui .
seedhay saaday raste achanak yun murrtay hain
ke faislay dang reh jatay hain
zindagi ke safar mein sath chalne walay bhi
guzri shahrah ke sang reh jatay hain !
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byotishn ghar mein hi bulawa li thi ab haadi subah se uskay paas thi. ahan. .. haadi ne پلکنگ karne ke liye haath barhati byotishn ka haath pakar liya پلکنگ nahi karni to is ne honey ki janib dekha theek hai aap پلکنگ nahi karen. byotishn ke kaafi heelay bahanay karne ke bawajood haadi dti rahi. dekhen aik baar ki hi to baat hai ab bandah apni shadi par bhi nah kar why dekhen idhar ke baal kitney rif ho rahay hain thori lick change ho jaye gi. . to aap ke sirf is lick ki wajah se hum laanti aurton mein shaamil ho jayen? haadi ne is ki aankhon mein ankhen daal kar poocha to woh گڑبڑا gayi. اپکو ilm hona chahie ke nabi pak salle Allah alaihi wasallam ne بھنووں ke baal atrwane wali aur utaarnay wali dono par laanat farmai hai haadi ki baat par uskay chehray par bezari ke assaar namodaar hue theek hai jaisay apkee marzi yeh keh kar woh make up ko آجری touch dainay lagi honey ne ankhen moond len. . .
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aur phir zindagi waqai naye mourr phir gamzan ho gai thi aisa mourr jo roshan tha poori aabb o taab ke sath. .. roshni bhi koi koi chunta hai baatini roshni har kisi ko nahi mil jaya karti is ke liye thori talaash ki zaroorat hoti hai thori justojoo chahiye hoti hai. . Hania ne haath mein pakdae quran aur phir dars mein mojood larkiyon par nigah daali. raastoon ka intikhab waqai mushkil hota hai magar aik صھیھ faisla manzil aasaan bana deta hai. hum jane kya kya soochey chalay jatay hain aur phir hota woh hai jo hamaray vahm o gumaan mean bhi nahi tha jisay hamein kabhi sochna bhi nahi tha insaan jane kyun khud se faislay karne lagta hai yeh jane بناکہ jis ne usay banaya hai woh uskay liye taas se behtar faisla kar raha hai phir jab is ke khud ke banaye gaye faislay toot-te hain to woh rab se badgumaan honay lagta hai aur kuch aisay hotay hain ke iraadon ke totnay par hi Allah ko pohanchate hain uskay qareeb ho jatay heen shayad aisay hi log Allah ko bohat Aziz hotay hain jo woh inhen azmaish mein daal kar apni janib mutwajjah karwata hai aur woh ho jatay hain. aik aisa shakhs jiska naam bhi is ne kabhi nahi poocha tha woh uskay zindagi ke safar ka saathi tha aur yaqeenan behtareen saathi tha jisay Allah ne uskay liye chuna tha. raah bhatak jana bohat sahal sun-hwa karta hai aur talaash mein mushkilaat hi mushkilaat hoti hain magar Basarat rakhnay walay log unkay peechay ki aasaaniyon ko dekh letay hain rastay par qadam parte hi samnay mojood patharon se girnay nahi lagtay balkay haath se utha kar kinare par rakh dete hain taakay koi aur bhi thokar nah kha sakay bas is sab ke liye aik qadam ki hi to zaroorat hoti hai aisa qadam jo manzil ki talaash mein iraday ki pukhtagi ke sath uthaya jaye aur musalsal badhaya jaye jiska injaam bhi Falah ho aik haadi ki to zaroorat hoti hai haadi yani hadaayat dainay wala. .. jo log uska haath thaam letay hain bhataktay nahi hain. . .
woh burqa mein malbos haath mein card thaam uskay liye waqai haadi ban kar aayi thi-
aik bachi nazam parh rahi thi honey ne num aankhon se uski janib dekha
har khata pay sharmsaar hon mein
ae khudaaya گنہ gaar hon mein
jaan kar bhool kar jo kya hai
hai pata mujh ko uski saza hai
teri chokhat par sir nah jhukaya
bas zamane ko apna banaya
teri rehmat hi to aasra hai
tujh se kehnay ko kuch nah bacha hai
mere sajdon pay aisi nazar kar
mein andheron mein hwin to sehar kar
un duaon mein aisa assar day
rab kaaba mujhe maaf kar day
rab kaaba mujhe maaf kar dayk
ae dilon ko phairnay walay hamaray dilon ko –apne deen par saabit qadam rakhna. .. .. . !
Tahrir Afifa Shamsi
Khatam Shud.
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